There has been something on my mind all day - last night's Biggest Loser ! At first, while watching the show, my mind kept rooting for Joelle to fall below the yellow line and be sent packing. What whining ! What a bad attitude !
However, as the day wears on, i keep thinking about the reality of her. She is one woman who is a prime example of the phrase "it's not what you are eating, but what is eating you". Let's face it, she is a beautiful woman , and even sexy. Big girls are indeed sexy . Those two facts would be enough to carry most women tho the heights of where they wish to go in life. However, thinking back on several of her comments throughout the show, I have come to believe that she is indeed a person whom , for whatever reason, life has come down heavy upon. One whom the events in life has been lead to belive that they are less worthy than the other people on this planet. Perhaps even one that sees herself as a garbage dump for lifes events. Perhaps she has chosen to use her weight as a vehicle to keep herself an arms length from the rest of the world. Something somewhere convinced her that she is not worth the effort, time or attention perhaps. I don't know. I would love to find out though.
I hope she lasts for a few weeks, perhaps even to the finale . While she is annoying, I also think she is omne of the most complex contestants to appear on the show to date.